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Yeah I too got it ! Promoted ! Very Happy :)

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Promotion is a great milestone in everyone's career whenever it may happen -- sooner or later .. Yes some folks get it on time or before even whereas there are some who have to wait for it for some or other reason(career break/performance etc. ) So I guess my story is straightforward story of female employee going on maternity break. But its not so simple if viewed from my angle.  I was very much disturbed mentally while I was on my ML since I could see all my peers going at next level. I just could not understand why not me when I am seeing the next level movement happening in bulk.. yes its true! don't know what performance indicators or policies to identify people who will move to next level, or is it based on lottery system! I still cant understand this and its still deep inside as a black hole.  But with all darkness within i could see some light as well as I had some very encouraging people to talk to who gave me motivation and how I can achieve what I want to. This was n

26/11 new beginnings

26/11 is a historical day in India but not for any worthy reasons. It's on this day our financial capital Mumbai faced one of the worst terrorist attacks in Indian history. It the darkest days in country's history. I got associated with this date personally when I took my joining date in Accenture Strategy - TSA team as 26/11 last year.   It has its own story of postponing the joining twice and then finally joining on 26/11. But what's remarkable is how my journey shaped up in this year. I started on a very low note as I was leaving behind some good friends and some very virtuous mentors. It was a change of place as well. In heart, I was not feeling right at all but then I was going ahead with the flow as once in my life I had this desire to work in Accenture Strategy. The beginning wasn't so favourable frankly. Almost every month I had this thought- why did I join? Was it worth at all? What more did I get? I was anyways getting good opportunities and had built good rep

Dedicated to Joy

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Life is a big stage where each person plays his/her role. I am thankful to God for making me capable of dreaming and fulfilling my dreams. I used to feel that I am so lucky that I  will get everything I dream just by sheer destiny! But now I am mature and experienced enough to understand the reality. Therefore, I decided that I'll fulfill my aspirations and dreams by working for it if it is not coming to me by destiny. Few dreams of mine(may be stupid for some) : wearing extremely beautiful solitaire engagement ring, driving sedan car after settling down with my life partner, having luxurious home, traveling to beautiful places in and outside India, having great career, be gorgeous always, have classy gadgets(Apple watch for example), be perfect in kathak dance, take my parents to abroad etc etc…………. list is longggggg !! I dreamt of a life partner who has qualities that I don't have to make me complete. I guess every girl dream of such things. Every girl imagine her lif

Came to standstill

.............................................................. Life and no life lively and not lively Nothing matters world stands still and silent

stay connected

Got connected with the infinite. " Shiv means Infinite and Yog means Union and ‘Shiv Yog’ is the Union with the Infinite. We are all born with immense potential. All the powers of the world reside in us. When a person is in pain and suffering he accepts that it is his destiny but according to Shiv Yog the real truth is that we ourselves are the divine conciousness , we are the ultimate bliss and the reason why we have been incarnated as human beings is to experience that bliss through our body. Shiv Yog is not a technique; it is the path of Grace. The enormous growth that happens instantaneously when one starts practicing Shiv Yog is due to the Grace of the Shiv Yogis who with their intensive Tapa awakened the Sanjeevani Shakti of Lord Mahamrityunjaya. There is no limit to the experiences one can have in Shiv Yog, more the devotion more Grace one receives. Till now the knowledge and power of Sanjeevani Shakti was limited to very few Shiv Yogis. Although we could experience th

Where did u go!

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You used to be with me all the time. Remember the days when you did not leave me for a single moment. Now when I want you madly, you are not there with me. Where have you gone? You did not tell me the address where you went. I am searching for you and will keep searching for you till I find you. I want you back. I will do what it takes to bring you back in my life. You cannot go away like this. I need you.  I have always kept you with great care and affection. You should not have left me like this in this place where I am already away from my near and dear ones.Was there anything that you did not like? Did I do anything that you did not like? How can you leave me? I took pride in having you with me all the time. Everyone used to envy seeing you with me all the time. You too enjoyed my company. Everyone wants you. Everyone likes you. You are always good to good people. Therefore, I wonder what made you leave me. May be.... I am an optimistic person and I know you will come

saaya ..that shadowed everything !

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Wo Saaya tha jo sath chalta tha , Us Saaye ko apna kyun mana . Wo Saaya tha jo hasata tha, Us Saaye ko gum kyun mana . Wo Saaya tha jo rulata tha, Us Saaye ko khushi kyun mana . Wo Saaya tha jo aankhon me basa tha ,  Us Saaye ko hakikat kyun mana . Wo Saaya tha , Haan wo saaya tha. Wo Saaya tha jo andhera karta tha ,  Us Saaye ko ujala kyun mana . Ab wo Saaya dikhta nai, Kyunki ab roshni baki nai . no shadow or light lives forever.