Lost in my own world of fantasy .

There are so many things that have been going on my mind which I have not been able to put into words .But, today I feel like blurting out everything that is making me restless ! Sometime it does not matter to me what others think of my actions or what exactly is right thing to do , I simply do things that I love to do i.e. something which gives me happiness . But , am I living in a some kind of world of fantasy ... If that's what I am doing then probably that's what making me restless !! I am running after some illusion . Something that's not meant for me . There is something going on in my life that has conquered me so badly that I have become a slave to it .It is matter of fact that like everyone else, I too is occupied by certain human feelings which are bound to happen at my stage. It happens that you are so much occupied by certain things which for someone else don't even matter . Someone might take things casually and have the so-called "don't c...