Lost in my own world of fantasy .
There are so many things that have been going on my mind which I have not been able to put into words .But, today I feel like blurting out everything that is making me restless ! Sometime it does not matter to me what others think of my actions or what exactly is right thing to do , I simply do things that I love to do i.e. something which gives me happiness . But , am I living in a some kind of world of fantasy ...
I am running after some illusion . Something that's not meant for me .
There is something going on in my life that has conquered me so badly that I have become a slave to it .It is matter of fact that like everyone else, I too is occupied by certain human feelings which are bound to happen at my stage.
It happens that you are so much occupied by certain things which for someone else don't even matter . Someone might take things casually and have the so-called "don't care attitude" towards it .But, to me everything matters. I do not justify myself for doing so but I can't stop myself too .
I have seen life taking turns bringing about changes which are sometime good and sometime bad. It's always good to be expressive because that's what makes the life wonderful and crystal clear .And when things are not expressed or may be there is nothing to express then it becomes cause of pain . I am good at expressing myself but there are things for which I am not the right person to add any expression . I can just hold onto last breath to see everything expressed the way I want them to be !
Whatever it is , I believe that living in my own world of fantasy is far better thing than living in a world that others want us to live in :) :)
If that's what I am doing then probably that's what making me restless !!
I am running after some illusion . Something that's not meant for me .There is something going on in my life that has conquered me so badly that I have become a slave to it .It is matter of fact that like everyone else, I too is occupied by certain human feelings which are bound to happen at my stage.
It happens that you are so much occupied by certain things which for someone else don't even matter . Someone might take things casually and have the so-called "don't care attitude" towards it .But, to me everything matters. I do not justify myself for doing so but I can't stop myself too .
I have seen life taking turns bringing about changes which are sometime good and sometime bad. It's always good to be expressive because that's what makes the life wonderful and crystal clear .And when things are not expressed or may be there is nothing to express then it becomes cause of pain . I am good at expressing myself but there are things for which I am not the right person to add any expression . I can just hold onto last breath to see everything expressed the way I want them to be !
Whatever it is , I believe that living in my own world of fantasy is far better thing than living in a world that others want us to live in :) :)
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