Ripsy- My Milieu

There are phases when everything seems to be convoluted and you are not able to come out of the intricacy involved in them. Things that matter most to me- My Career , obviously I live for it,  is in a dubious state. I understand that with time this dubiousness will subside because I will work for it. I am endowed with the belief that if you have the spirit to fight then you ought to succeed some or the other day. Apart from this there are things that matter to me and even if I try a lot moving away from them so that they do not matter to me, I become helpless. It happened to me that to whom I bestowed with extraordinary care in my life was the one who did not deserve an iota of it even. Every time , I just punish myself and live in a state of anguish. But what help does that do to me ?  I 'll conquer my helplessness someday. But, when that day will come ? When I had just two days time to be with my dear parents, why the hell I took time to waste upon someone who really ...

Why there is a need to put a fake smile when you can have real smile too !!

You should always be aware of your circumstances and work your feelings according to it. When you know that you do not have the freedom or may be courage to go with your feelings then you should not step up on the way that leads to hurt somebody else’s feelings. Be it knowingly or unknowingly, but there exist such  faint-hearted person who are like this and they hurt you a lot when you get attached to them. It is knowingly or unknowingly that such person enters in your life is a mystery in itself. Who actually should be blamed for knowingly or unknowingly ruining other person’s emotion? Of course the person lacking conviction, boldness or courage is the main culprit. You knowingly or unknowingly do things that you feel like doing at that very moment without thinking of its long term consequences. When such person  is  made to realize how much he is responsible for giving a bruising experience to someone then at that very moment he  become defensive and start justi...

Nahin saamne ye alag baat hai Mere paas hai Mere paas hai tu mere paas hai Tera naam maine liya hain yahaan Mujhe yaad tune kiya hai vahaan Mere paas hai tu mere paas hai Mere saath hai mere saath hai Bichhad ki bhi mujhse juda to nahin Khafa hai magar bewafa to nahin Mere haath mein hi tera haath hai Mere paas hai tu mere paas hai Mere saath hai mere saath hai Mere paas hai mere paas hai Sometime, those things that you have not seen matters more than things that are visible to you ! This song is dedicated to those things that have not been seen and known yet !!

There are situations when you start disbelieving your strengths and put up your weakness at par with them. The things you are denied, are the things you crave the most. For example when you are told that a particular things does not deserve to be yours and it does not stand any future prospects , then that things you desire the most. It is at these situations your emotions plays the role of weakening your strengths. Emotions are a person’s feelings. They may be expressed in the form of ardor, excitement, warmth, anger or even passion. Researches even talk about the fact that emotions   rather than IQ may be a truer indicator of human intelligence. EQ or Emotional Quotient, is a tricky business and can`t be easily pinned down.These are some scientific facts and I would not go deep into it . What I exactly mean to say here is about emotion - which is a word that depicts weakness. I do  not know whether what I have experienced is exactly what is the real thing. Its really ...

How could this be explained ? Perhaps there cannot be any explanation of how I insulted myself and let myself go down . I used to have a dignified demeanour but by being attenuated by my own overwhelming emotions, I literally showed up a maudlin expression and disdained my own image :( :( :( :( :( .Or Why should one be held liable for everything wrong . May be the circumstances and destiny should be held liable. Then it might not be I who let myself down !!!!!! What so ever be the thing but at last its I who was let down. 

When the river flows , then its flow is always from high