Ripsy- My Milieu

Promotion is a great milestone in everyone's career whenever it may happen -- sooner or later .. Yes some folks get it on time or before even whereas there are some who have to wait for it for some or other reason(career break/performance etc. ) So I guess my story is straightforward story of female employee going on maternity break. But its not so simple if viewed from my angle.  I was very much disturbed mentally while I was on my ML since I could see all my peers going at next level. I just could not understand why not me when I am seeing the next level movement happening in bulk.. yes its true! don't know what performance indicators or policies to identify people who will move to next level, or is it based on lottery system! I still cant understand this and its still deep inside as a black hole.  But with all darkness within i could see some light as well as I had some very encouraging people to talk to who gave me motivation and how I can achieve what I want to....

26/11 is a historical day in India but not for any worthy reasons. It's on this day our financial capital Mumbai faced one of the worst terrorist attacks in Indian history. It the darkest days in country's history. I got associated with this date personally when I took my joining date in Accenture Strategy - TSA team as 26/11 last year.   It has its own story of postponing the joining twice and then finally joining on 26/11. But what's remarkable is how my journey shaped up in this year. I started on a very low note as I was leaving behind some good friends and some very virtuous mentors. It was a change of place as well. In heart, I was not feeling right at all but then I was going ahead with the flow as once in my life I had this desire to work in Accenture Strategy. The beginning wasn't so favourable frankly. Almost every month I had this thought- why did I join? Was it worth at all? What more did I get? I was anyways getting good opportunities and had built good rep...

Life is a big stage where each person plays his/her role. I am thankful to God for making me capable of dreaming and fulfilling my dreams. I used to feel that I am so lucky that I  will get everything I dream just by sheer destiny! But now I am mature and experienced enough to understand the reality. Therefore, I decided that I'll fulfill my aspirations and dreams by working for it if it is not coming to me by destiny. Few dreams of mine(may be stupid for some) : wearing extremely beautiful solitaire engagement ring, driving sedan car after settling down with my life partner, having luxurious home, traveling to beautiful places in and outside India, having great career, be gorgeous always, have classy gadgets(Apple watch for example), be perfect in kathak dance, take my parents to abroad etc etc…………. list is longggggg !! I dreamt of a life partner who has qualities that I don't have to make me complete. I guess every girl dream of such things. Every girl imagine her lif...

.............................................................. Life and no life lively and not lively Nothing matters world stands still and silent

Got connected with the infinite. " Shiv means Infinite and Yog means Union and ‘Shiv Yog’ is the Union with the Infinite. We are all born with immense potential. All the powers of the world reside in us. When a person is in pain and suffering he accepts that it is his destiny but according to Shiv Yog the real truth is that we ourselves are the divine conciousness , we are the ultimate bliss and the reason why we have been incarnated as human beings is to experience that bliss through our body. Shiv Yog is not a technique; it is the path of Grace. The enormous growth that happens instantaneously when one starts practicing Shiv Yog is due to the Grace of the Shiv Yogis who with their intensive Tapa awakened the Sanjeevani Shakti of Lord Mahamrityunjaya. There is no limit to the experiences one can have in Shiv Yog, more the devotion more Grace one receives. Till now the knowledge and power of Sanjeevani Shakti was limited to very few Shiv Yogis. Although we could experience th...

You used to be with me all the time. Remember the days when you did not leave me for a single moment. Now when I want you madly, you are not there with me. Where have you gone? You did not tell me the address where you went. I am searching for you and will keep searching for you till I find you. I want you back. I will do what it takes to bring you back in my life. You cannot go away like this. I need you.  I have always kept you with great care and affection. You should not have left me like this in this place where I am already away from my near and dear ones.Was there anything that you did not like? Did I do anything that you did not like? How can you leave me? I took pride in having you with me all the time. Everyone used to envy seeing you with me all the time. You too enjoyed my company. Everyone wants you. Everyone likes you. You are always good to good people. Therefore, I wonder what made you leave me. May be.... I am an optimistic person and I know you will ...

Wo Saaya tha jo sath chalta tha , Us Saaye ko apna kyun mana . Wo Saaya tha jo hasata tha, Us Saaye ko gum kyun mana . Wo Saaya tha jo rulata tha, Us Saaye ko khushi kyun mana . Wo Saaya tha jo aankhon me basa tha ,  Us Saaye ko hakikat kyun mana . Wo Saaya tha , Haan wo saaya tha. Wo Saaya tha jo andhera karta tha ,  Us Saaye ko ujala kyun mana . Ab wo Saaya dikhta nai, Kyunki ab roshni baki nai . no shadow or light lives forever.

Just like that ...Drowning Today I am writing without giving any title to it...Its a random piece where I am gonna write randomly . When both negative as well the positive sides of anything is  infront of you, then what you  do ? Keep it in your heart or throw it away !! When you are given to decide upon a very important thing, something that will affect your life, then obviously you decide it meticulously. Running after a small term emotion is not worth. Yes, actually its a sheer waste of your precious time. The time which should be used for doing something constructive-something that will benefit you. How can you just let your time go away from your hands ? Things will be remembered and forgotten with time. It will rarefy with time. But, when something had to be lost some day then why was it found one day !! Do the present  impressions of life has  no relevant role ? But it is the present in which one lives his life . It is the present which affects ...

Just like an another day ! Today is also  the day  when I am writing after a very long time. The reason is very simple that the inspiration behind writing had distanced from me. Now, the distance still remains but somehow it has diminished a little which is why I want to begin another day in my life by starting to share with you again some unsaid/said stories.  Life has taken lots of twists in this span of time and shown all new panorama. I  believe in doing my part with utmost sincerity and truthfulness. I have learnt one lesson that I would like to share which is be firm in your determination so much as to nothing can deviate you from achieving from what you want. It's all about knowing what you exactly want from yourself. Believe me knowing this is not at all easy though it might seem otherwise.  I have the habit of looking back to all the previous incidents lot more than the times it's reasonable enough to do so. I really want to give up...

There was a Boy ‘n a Girl, They were best friends for years ‘n years, They could  Talk for hours on the Phone ‘n text each other for days, When They were Together; Not a single Sad Thought could cross their Minds, everything was Great, But One Day; The Boy did not Answer any Call or Reply to any Text for a Day, The Girl was worried that something was Wrong.. at night She couldn’t Sleep.., She was sitting in her Room Crying, ‘n It was then that She Realized how much He Means to Her..? The next Morning; She woke Up from a Phone call.., It was the Boy.. Boy : Hey.., Girl : Im so glad that you Called Me, What happened to you yesterday ?? Boy : I was Busy [ The GIRL Understood that; Something was Wrong but could not Ask] [silence] Boy : You know..; We should Stop talking..! Girl: What??.., But Why ?? Boy: I am Sorry, Bye..! [He Disconnected the call, 'n She Felt as If Somebody had Slammed the door on Her face] Everything else Flashed in Her Mind, Tea...

There might be phases in life whereby you can come across the violation of an expressed or perceived trust by a person or persons with whom you relies upon for some aspect of your life. Such events of life results in extreme biopsychosocial distress far beyond the event itself.t disrupts the person’s established mental model by which he or she views, understands, and responds to his or her environment and life events, destabilizes the co-occurring psychological contracts by which one trusts, and negates important aspects of viable strategies by which the person copes with life events.These are some scientific facts and I cannot go deeper into it ! Yes, of course I can discuss about it further without going too scientific so  that I can relate with the aforesaid description. To have a blind belief on something is actually very injurious. If ever you give someone the right to control your happiness then obviously some or other day you will realize that you have been betrayed. Th...

You can't always come up with the optimal solution, but you can usually come up with a better solution. Nobody likes compromises in his life. Everyone dreams to have the bestest of best to arrive. But, you are sometime given to choose  something that seems to be a compromise to you which may be for others seem to be optimal solution. In human relationships "compromise" is frequently said to be an agreement that no party is happy with, this is because the parties involved often feel that they either gave away too much or that they received too little.... When you believe you have got an optimal solution so that no compromise would be needed then at that very point you are realized that solution was shown to you for an instant. It actually did not arrive. Or more correctly, it arrived but it went away. Now, the things at your end seems to be dizzy again. I came across somewhere something like this-" A compromise of choice isn’t a weak moment or a giddy transgre...

Change is the law of nature....Changes are always good.....It was a change when you were gone....Changes are welcomed......sometimes with a large heart ..sometimes with a heavy heart....... You never know what's coming your way.....You cannot be prepared for every situation....So, just go with the changes..............

 I have no right, by anything I do or say, to demean a human being in his own eyes. What matters is not what I think of him; it is what he thinks of himself. To undermine a man's self-respect is a sin. Agreed. Understand what you are actually free to do. Don't do anything to undermine somebody else's or even yours  self-respect. It happens that you feel like a  prisoner when you are not able to freely say anything. Actually, fault is with the rights that you have with yourself. You can question that why you demanded something of which you did not have any rights. It seems that you have a restraint that confines or restricts freedom. See, you need to be free of the shackles. Fly high. That's what your aim is. Come out of the prison. You are not a culprit. You are an independent soul. If you have not got the rights to freely exercise your power on something, then don't just force yourself to get those rights. Simply accept that you don't the rights and fre...

Sajna de ba jo main te Jike hun ki karna rabba Anju bhi hun mukh gaye sare Hun te mila de rabba Kismat ka ye khel hai Milna tha humne kabhi Hathon ki lakeeron mein Likha tha ye sabhi Koi jaane naa maane Ye saath hain kitna haseen kash ye pal tham jaaye Aap ke hum ban jaaye Jannat bhulake hum teri Aankhon ke ashq ban jaaye kash ye pal tham jaaye Aap ke hum ban jaaye Jannat bhulake hum teri Aankhon ke ashq ban jaaye Janam janam ka ye saath hain chut ta hi aise nahi pyaar tera aisa mila ke ab koi bhaata nahin Bahon mein aa ke teri Saason mein simat jaaye kash ye pal tham jaaye Aap ke hum ban jaaye Jannat bhulake hum teri Aankhon ke ashq ban jaaye kash ye pal tham jaaye Aap ke hum ban jaaye Jannat bhulake hum teri Aankhon ke ashq ban jaaye Ashq ban jaaye Pal tham jaaye Ashq ban jaaye ye pal tham jaaye Haathon ki Kismat Ka Koi jaane Na maane Ye saath hai kitnaa Haseen kash ye pal (na na na na na) Aap ke hum (na na na na na) Jannat b...

Now this is height of discontent. Why all the evil  clouds being gathered together ? When will the propitious omens be shown ? There is always a saturation point to everything. The extreme limit up to which situation remain in your hands is acceptable. Whose stars are stopping from auguring favorable circumstances? There is something which is not acceptable.

Tere bina zindagi se koyi, shikwa, to nahi, shikwa nahi Tere bina zindagi bhi lekin, zindagi, to nahi, zindagi nahi         Kaash aisa ho tere qadmo se, chun ke manzil chale aur kahi door kahi Tum gar saath ho, manzilo ki kami to nahi Tere bina zindagi se koyi, shikwa, to nahi         Jee mein aata hai, tere daaman mein, sar jhuka ke ham rote rahe, rote rahe Teri bhi aankho mein, aansuo ki nami to nahi Tere bina zindagi se koyi, shikwa, to nahi Tere bina zindagi bhi lekin, zindagi, to nahi       Tum jo keh do to aaj ki raat, chaand doobega nahi, raat ko rok lo Raat ki baat hai, aur zindagi baaki to nahi Tere bina zindagi se koyi, shikwa, to nahi Tere bina zindagi bhi lekin, zindagi, to nahi !!!

There are phases when everything seems to be convoluted and you are not able to come out of the intricacy involved in them. Things that matter most to me- My Career , obviously I live for it,  is in a dubious state. I understand that with time this dubiousness will subside because I will work for it. I am endowed with the belief that if you have the spirit to fight then you ought to succeed some or the other day. Apart from this there are things that matter to me and even if I try a lot moving away from them so that they do not matter to me, I become helpless. It happened to me that to whom I bestowed with extraordinary care in my life was the one who did not deserve an iota of it even. Every time , I just punish myself and live in a state of anguish. But what help does that do to me ?  I 'll conquer my helplessness someday. But, when that day will come ? When I had just two days time to be with my dear parents, why the hell I took time to waste upon someone who really ...

Why there is a need to put a fake smile when you can have real smile too !!

You should always be aware of your circumstances and work your feelings according to it. When you know that you do not have the freedom or may be courage to go with your feelings then you should not step up on the way that leads to hurt somebody else’s feelings. Be it knowingly or unknowingly, but there exist such  faint-hearted person who are like this and they hurt you a lot when you get attached to them. It is knowingly or unknowingly that such person enters in your life is a mystery in itself. Who actually should be blamed for knowingly or unknowingly ruining other person’s emotion? Of course the person lacking conviction, boldness or courage is the main culprit. You knowingly or unknowingly do things that you feel like doing at that very moment without thinking of its long term consequences. When such person  is  made to realize how much he is responsible for giving a bruising experience to someone then at that very moment he  become defensive and start justi...